My boss gave me a task list
At a meeting yesterday with the manager of the plant and another senior team leader, my boss gave me a two page typed task list (dated of course!), runs through verbally the inventory of what I have to do, and ends the meeting with the words "I have witnesses!"
I was humiliated. I know he hasn't been happy with my performance, my last performance review he rated me ok but gave me a warning that I had to pull my socks up. Twice he's used team meetings as an opportunity to tell me off about my progress. Now he's upping the pressure stakes by doing it in front of other groups.
I feel too upset to go to work today, although I will probably work from another office today.
Last night I yelled at my kid when I found he wasn't asleep, an overreaction because I was upset at my boss, so then my husband was angry with me and didn't give me any support.
I'm at least 6 months behind in my work and have no idea how to catch up and get things done on time. And it's all getting to crunch time and is all due in the next month or two.
I'm worried he's accumulating evidence of my bad performance by doing the dated task list. I'm wondering if I should start emailing him progress on work, so he knows what I'm doing and leaves me alone. But will he use the emails against me? I know he would print them out.